Thats not because I do not feel much.Thats not because I do not think about you.
Thats because I am afraid.
I am afraid that if I talk, it will sounds bad. I am afraid which words to pick up. I am thinking usually which is the perfect one. And in the end is none. None of the words can say what I mean.
I am afraid that if I do something, you will not like it. You may find it too much, I may scare you.
I am afraid, because I know.
I know I am falling in love. It scares me sometimes.
And as I know, love can be the most beautiful feeling on the world, and in the same time the most painful feeling on the world. People say that "even if there are million reasons to leave, you would still look for the one reason to stay" Stop wondering why, love is the answer.
Sometimes I may act weird, sometimes I will be angry, sometimes I will shout, cry and say things that I would not mean. But I am still here. Here because most of the times I smile, I am exciting, I give and take back love. And it's beatiful. Our love, is beautiful little one. I would never change it for anything, I would never change you. I am not perfect and you are not too. We accepted it and we try our best. We are happy together, this is why our 'problems' look so small. We know. We know everything will be fine because we have each other. I know you will be here to listen me anytime, I know you will help me as much as you can for everything, and the same me for you. And thats love. We do not see it sometimes but is here, between us, every single day. Thank you, thank you for being around me and loving me.